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Wednesday, September 15th, 2010
2:33 pm
So im doing this poetry slam tonight. only 4 poets competing soe sort of show event...so ehip hop djs n stuff to. 2 other poets from my team last year and the dude that won the swedish chapionship. i wanna beat him. i think i could. iand i do need the money the winner get. i totaly broke, dont got money for food rest of the month... so winning would be good. too bad i didt have time to copy more of the fanzines but soetimes lifes not working with you... I dont realy feel like competin tonight though. everyone of y new poems are to short to copete with so i have to read som old stuff. a bit bored with that. It was good that we had a reading the weekend, gave e a chanse to rehearse soe of the poes in front of an audience. too bad two of th epoets i copeting aginst tonight was there so they kind of know what im gonna read tonight... but i know what all the other poets gonna read. im ood at guessing, iusualy right. guess i need to start concentrate and eat alot.

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12:19 am - NOISEMUSIC!!!
Soe tracks fro my noise/power electronics projekt Bunkerkoller is upp on http://soundcloud.com/bunkerkoller there you can go listen and download! Absolutly free!

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Tuesday, September 14th, 2010
12:04 pm
oh, im so tired today. i shouldnt be. but i guess its the medication i´m on. didnt take it for two onths and i had to start again and it feels like ive been running 100 miles. been on that stuff for lalost 2 weeks now so i guess it starts kicking in now... antidepressents are heavy stuff soetimes. but soon i will feel alot better so its worth it. some food and sleep for 40 minutes and ill be fine again.

I fainted at a bar in fridays. were just taking it easy and drinking a beer nice anbd slow and suddely just fell to the floor, well amlost soe one that walk past cathced me on the way down, i was out for only 30 seonds or something and whem they were helping me out i fell again, out for 30 seonds again and when i got outside they put me on a chair and i passed out again, was out for about 2 minutes. and i wet myself and stuff so iguess i was realy passed out. they called an ambulance and off to the hospital. they checked e out and found nothing. stayed there for 4 hours when they tested my blood and stuff. after awile i felt great and went home. been feeling just fine all weekend. i was tired but i guess thats normal if you pass out 3 times...

Did a poetry performance at a anarchist café on sunday. Great fun! some event in support of anarchists from Chile, Santiago whos been jailed for occupying a house and turning it into a culture house with theater and dance and circus and stuff. The state called them torrorists and they can get 20 years in jail. I was part of a small deonstration outside of Chiles ambassy in stockholm on friday too.

Got another performnace tomorrow. my slam tea from the swedish chapionship will be competeing agaisnt eachother! somme sort of "this is what wew do" kind of thing. gonna be fun. not sure what tor ead though. gonna be a hard fight. Feels a bit like a wrestling cage fight. i would like to have som enew poes but then i have to write them. Right now! thats impossible at the moment... maybe i can rewrite some old stuff. Make the other poets feel a bit unsure about what im gonna do...

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Friday, August 27th, 2010
3:32 pm
not much of atv thing it turned out to be... they needed me to look lik ei was doing something in th ebackground... there soe spoken wordf estival or something, the wanted someone to look poet like i guess... felt goog to see the stage n stuff. perforing tomorrow. outdoors! thats always a cahllange.

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10:05 am
suddenly, o phonecall: "You awake? Wanna perform on tv? in 1,5 hour. move fast!" crap.. not even time to get nervous...

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2:31 am
wanna write something here but my heads in such a ess cant figure out whats going on inside of it... could be its 2.27 in th emorning and i should be sleeping. but headaches not helpfull when trying to sleep.and anxeity attacks are not good either. i realy hope i get some oney toorrow so i can go get my medication again... gonna try sleep again now. or maybe drink a cup of chocolate...

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Thursday, August 26th, 2010
8:34 pm - NOISE MUSIC!
check out the music (or something) i make under the name of Bunkerkoller. Power electronics or noise or industrial or something. So far i have made 4 demos. just started working on a new stuff. http://www.myspace.com/bunkerkoller the songs on myspace are fro the third demo

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7:19 pm
i should be preparing for the two Poetry Perfomances i have on saturday. one Charles Bukowski night i participating in, some translations a did on of him anf 3 about hi writtenby 2 of his women. Linda King and FrancEyE. and i should proberly read one of my own stuff to. But before that i have a perfromanse with the Poetry Slam tea from this years Swedish Championship. thats gonna be fun. We gonna do our old team pieces! after that fast travelling across town to tthe bukowski event... wont make it in time. it will be fun... i just have to be fast... just have to be careful so i dont read to fast. it would be great if poeple could understand what i say...

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7:06 pm - Still works!
cool. i can still get into this livejournal thing. have to start using it again, just to be able to epty my brain... And to get in touch with Holly of course... Got a headache, curing it with coffee and Black Metal. always good to have Satan n youre side... Loud music always seems to help e get rid of headaches, needs to be alot of noise and stuff, if its to nice it doesnt work. I guess the headaches stress related (havent been writing in english for awile.. takes a bit longer to put stuff here...need to practice) Feels like someone been hiting me in the face with a baseball bat. dont think anyone have been doing that but... more coffee.

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Thursday, February 4th, 2010
6:21 pm
feel like shit today. run into a exgirlfriend of ine, it was fun. she runs a publishinghouse with some freinds and they had a event i was on. got a bit drunk later on, with her and her freinds. it was great but know with a hangover i realise i miss her. stil do. 6 years or soething since we broke up. she broke up with me actualy...

but im of to see Emelie Autumn live no so i hope i will have some fun. but miss autumns music makes me feel sad sometimes so aybe its notthe best thing right now...

i need a new girlfriend. realy.

EMELIE! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8r9lTR3NAA

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Sunday, January 31st, 2010
5:29 pm - Mr. Rollins in town!
i´off to see Henry Rollins do spoken word show in 2 hours, thats gonna be good i think. he usualt is. and i willbe wearing y new Uk Subs t-shirt... like a few other people in the audience i guess...

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Saturday, January 30th, 2010
2:57 am
y stoach is a mess right now... had 3 beers and now i fart so uch its proberly illegal... maybe i need to eat something. got a cup of tea waiting for me. maybe i should go to bed. not sure if i want too though.

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2:46 am - wierd...
i lost th effeling of my fingertips and toes... i think i have forgot to take my medications. i got this restlesslegs syndrome, thegreat thing is i onthis antidepressive medications and they good for the restleess legs thing too. but its kind of scary when half your fingers and numb... someties it feels lik etheres something burning inside my legs, thats not nice.

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2:34 am - Charlie Harper signed my t.shirt!
UK Subs were fucking great! i just came home from a Uk Subs, The Vibrators show. I cant belive Charlei Harper is 66! Uk Subs just rocked live! they have been doing it for 30 years and still looks like they have fun and had so much energy. those of you who werent there missed something! Vibrators were a bit tired though... half the bands been going on since 1976... i can understand if there tired... but they were good. great show. it gav ee the eneregy buzz i realy needed. i feel great. and i didnt get drunk... didnt find my freinds, run into other people i know, i knew i would.

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Friday, January 29th, 2010
2:27 pm - goodbay j d salinger
http://www.disinfo.com/2010/01/catcher-in-the-rye-author-j-d-salinger-dies/

hope you had a good life. you gave us very good literatur. thank you.

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5:21 am
just watched an episode of tv series "popular" and soe of the girls where wearing mohawks and they look so good i wanna kidnap them, bring them home and chain them up nd... eh..ehum..ahhh...ehhh.. maybe i need a cup of caling tea... (that series are kind of fun sometimes... and the girls are cute... especialy in mohawks...)

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5:03 am
starting to get hanover.. dont even wanna jerk off... (and i saw Many morbid naked!) time to go to bed...

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4:48 am
before i go to bed... i shouldnt be getting the hots for mandy morbid, i usualy find big boobs unattractive... but not on her... its her eyes and mouth... realy. honestly.

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4:38 am
this makes me wanna die! http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_0e6xtb7f2RU/S0wuHbg1xqI/AAAAAAAAAL4/6xUrNbkM-G4/s1600-h/mandym_mmset01-20.JPG

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4:36 am
daisy tanks a porn actress.. so you just knoww... shes kind of cute... but Mandy orbid rules! in that kind of category... mandy look slike my drea girl. alright. check her out here (yes, you should be over 18 to go here.. otherwise GO HOME!)http://mandymorbid.blogspot.com/?zx=4efd1e027e10855a

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